Sunday, March 25, 2007
i thought i could keep things under control.
i thought i could just brush it aside in time to come.
i thought i would learn to do it eventually.
i've been trying, really.
i thought that was the end, i mean, it has to be.
but i thought wrong.
i know it's all unsound and mishandled, that was why i wanted to let it go just like that.
i've come to picture it, that we can't do things like how we used to when we were younger.
sometimes in life, we can no longer afford to do things that we want but rather, the correct things which we ought to do.
because of my indecisiveness, my implusiveness and my bluntness, i've hurt so many people in just 2 sems.
i admit it's all my fault, but what's the use?
things are how it is now.
there's no reverse, no explicit solutions.
just more confusion, more musings, more regrets, more frustrations, more IFs, more WHYs, more unanswered questions.
we don't always make the right decisions, and sometimes we act out of our impulse.
we can only hope to learn from our experiences and do better next time.
the right things at the wrong time would just be wrong after all.
i really hope things would get better.
for everyone.
it has to.
take me with you
12:46 PM
